Archive for the ‘Holosync Diary’ Category
May 24, 2009
24th May 2009
Did you hear the one about the Zen monk who goes to the hotdog stand? He asks the vendor "Make me one with everything".
First of all I apologize for the corny joke, but I heard that one from Bill Harris, the director of Centerpointe Research Institute and the creator of Holosync. Well he didn’t tell me personally, but I heard him tell it. This is one thing I very much like about the work of Bill Harris and Centerpointe.
Apr 12, 2009
This is a quick update, as much as anything to make an assessment of any progress made since the last entry.
Again, as I have mentioned in the past I don’t feel any profound shift or major breakthrough, but this is healthy I think because I know that growth is still occurring, whilst I remain totally grounded and functional in a practical sense.
However over the last month I have become more clear about a lot of things, especially about what I need to focus on within myself to accomplished certain things. In fact I feel like this is one of the most important realizations so far for me. I have found that at times when I am unclear about what I could be doing next I am less frustrated by that fact, instead using my undecided time as quiet time to look inside and assess my design for life.
The result has given me plenty of insights to put into a new book I am writing, designed to inspire the reader (and listener – it comes with music) to shift their focus on the creative process in achieving their own desires and intentions.
The meditation continues.
Mar 2, 2009
It is nearly time to move onto Awakening Level 2 CD 3. The meditation sessions are starting to feel less intense and although I have actually lost count of the number of weeks I have been on CD2 I feel like it is time to move up.
What is interesting though is what I have discovered over the last few weeks. For that time I have been meditating early in the morning upon waking and I have, lazily if I’m honest, been lying down whilst listening to the CD. However, whilst I have fallen asleep for sure on occasion during this time I am unsure if I have been sleeping or in some kind of other altered state. About 4 days ago I put on the headphones, laid back down on the bed and began The Dive. What felt like just a few seconds later I was listening to the fade out of the end of The Emersion soundtrack. For those of you who are unfamiliar this means that the entire hour’s meditation had elapsed.
It would be easy for me to say "Oh I must have fallen asleep", but it didn’t feel like that. First of all I became aware of the fading out of the soundtrack, rather than waking up after the CD had finished. I also felt extremely alert and energized.
Feb 6, 2009
So what has been going on in the last month with the Holosync meditation is that I moved onto to CD number 2 of Awakening Level 2 and there is not much more to report really. I sense that I am not currently at a level close to breaking through to a new threshold of stimulus that my brain is used to withstanding, although as I have found in the past you can’t second guess this process. What feels like just going through the motions or cruising along at a comfortable speed doesn’t mean anything.
It is important to realize that when things change or evolve, they happen in an instant because there is only now, they happen now. Of course things gradually develop to a point of breaking, flipping, switching, however you want to describe it and that is the essence of change. 99% of change, of manifestation in fact is complete before you can see any evidence of it and then when that last 1% follows, the changes, at least in a tangible sense happen instantly. I suppose that is, in a way saying something similar to the old saying "No news is good news". Most old sayings and cliches are actually rooted in some profound truth that has slowly been forgotten or buried through cynicism or familiarity.
Jan 13, 2009
I have seen so much of how I personally create my own reality and the situations in my day to day that I really can’t go back to sleep. The biggest lesson I learned was just after the turn of the new year.
Dec 7, 2008
Holosync scores again. Some say that Holosync is too long and drawn out and there are other alternatives that take only a few months, but all I know is that you can’t rush greatness and from what I can tell, the result of meditation is a revealing of your greatness. What I also can tell is that there is so much "stuff" buried, wrapped around parts, clogging up the system that releasing your full potential takes more than a few months. Meditation is not a race and your prize at the end of it is incomparable to that of anyone else’s.
Oct 23, 2008
After reading the latest support letter I began to realize that I probably wasn’t ready to move onto Awakening Level 2. I had been on Level 1 for the required amount of time, but it was the recommended minimum period and maybe I just wasn’t ready…
Sep 5, 2008
I have had bouts of feeling very uncomfortable. I would describe them loosely as a feeling of fear, anxiety and of despair. Fear of not succeeding in my life, fear of losing what I want to keep hold of. I suppose all the feelings of attachment and self-concern. The first of these episodes was around the beginning of July and I was walking around with a dark cloud over my head for nearly a week. I felt lost, like I was losing myself and I didn’t know what to do about it. However I did have the ware with all to eventually look at this from a distance and decide to observe it and to believe that this was all happening because I am growing out of an old way of being for the better. It culminated in me writing a few songs of some quality I believe, which was a great outcome.
Aug 17, 2008
Would I be here now, living my dream lifestyle if I hadn’t purchased Holosync? Today was the first whole one-hour session of the new level and it was the quickest hour I have ever experienced. Did I fall asleep? Of course it is just possible that I was very deep in meditation and this would explain the complete time warp I experienced.
Jul 31, 2008
I have got to the point where my safety mechanism is trying to warn me that I am breaking the rules of who "Rob" is supposed to be and to be honest it’s really very uncomfortable, even though I know in my mind that I am on the right path…