13th January 2009
Well things have moved on quite a lot since the last entry. I have been through a lot in the last month and it is nearly all amazingly good stuff too.
I have seen so much of how I personally create my own reality and the situations in my day to day that I really can’t go back to sleep. The biggest lesson I learned was just after the turn of the new year. I started running on a local playing field (a very bumpy and uneven one) in order to raise my fitness levels from mid December and things were going well. I was really enjoying myself, running in the mornings before the sun got too hot and none of the feelings of having to endure it (normally a sign that the good intentions will not last).
Physical, Mental: Is there really a difference?
What happened though on 5th January was that I was stopped in my tracks with the most unbelievably intense sciatic nerve pain. I knew what it was because it was similar to the pain I had 15 years ago when I developed a lower back injury. It turns out, after confirmation from an expert that running was possibly the stupidest thing I could have chosen to do, knowing that my back is not 100% and the crazy thing is that I know all this stuff. I have been so well disciplined in taking the best care of my back over the last few years that I have had hardly any problems with it, so why did I decide to give my back the most severe beating possible?
Not forgetting that from late September to the end of November 2008 I suffered 4 separate ear infections, all about 2 weeks or so apart after not having such a condition since I was a kid. I did start to think by the third occurrence that I was being given some kind of message about something and after studying some fantastic new material on the subject of how we create our lives and how we activate the Law of Attraction unconsciously I got it. It took 4 ear infections and beat up spine for me to see something and from that perspective I am really glad all of this happened because the result is that I have broken into a new level or growth and it feels awesome!
Back on Topic – Holosync
OK, in case you have lost the point of this post and what it has to do with Holosync meditation, here is the clarifier. I believe this is all about the ego and it’s fight to the status quo. After looking back over the last few months I saw something about the path I am on and my physical reaction to growth and change.
By becoming more aware of and adept at the practice of focusing on what I want, appreciating and living in the moment, watching Myself from the witness perspective in order to discover how I create what I normally get in life I have discovered that if there is one thing that used to guarantee taking my focus away from what I want and putting it right on what I didn’t want, making me angry and resulting in my being totally out of alignment with all my goals and desires it is when I have trouble with my back. It has taken all of my energy in the past complaining about it, feeling sorry for myself and wishing it would go away. Any problems with my ears I have found out is also a big contender for stopping me in my tracks because as a musician, songwriter and producer, my ears are absolutely necessary for me to work.
With this realization I thought about the possibility that I am on the edge of a breakthrough. I can definitely feel that I am about to break a new threshold and seeing as my ego is not comfortable with that and the fact that mentally I am falling for less and less of the ego’s mind tricks, is it playing dirty now and using my body, something which it knows normally has an affect? Well I do see it that way because for the first time in my life I have managed to be almost as productive and definitely about 1000% or more positive and happy during some of the most excruciating pain than I ever experienced before in my life, almost to the point that I can just see all of this as a cynical ploy for my ego to try and keep my investment in it the same… or more!
Many things have played their part in what I see as tremendous growth in the last year and especially the huge leap in the last month, despite the physical battering. However I think whilst all of these parts (the things I read, the conversations I have with certain friends, the things I study and what I focus on) I think the catalyst is Holosync.
Actually No… I don’t think, I know that the catalyst is Holosync. I am sure of this now that despite the fact that it is different for everyone etc. etc. Holosync cannot be underestimated. My life is totally different to when I started it. I have become so many things I always wanted to be. Now it is not that Holosync "changed" me. I changed myself, but Holosync has enabled me to develop the "muscle" of my mental focus and perspective and that, my friends is where it all starts.
So without New Year resolutions and with instead, life choices I wish you all the most excellent 2009 and beyond.
Make Success a Habit - Mind over Matter, Heart over Mind
Avoid breaking more New Year Resolutions. Break the cycle instead and be inspired to create the life you really desire.
