Anyway. The point is that I apologize for seemingly ignoring the three of you in your generosity of time and contribution to my website.

Thanks for reading and following (if you still do that is). These comments are excellent too. They are great contributions. Real experiences of Holosync users I couldn’t ask for more than that.

Thank you. All of you.
Rob

Thank you again for your Holosync diary. We are at about the same point (early in Level 2).

I have had some of the same experiences; I caught myself saying over and over again, “What’s wrong with me? Why am I doing/feeling/thinking this?” Watching this angry self-talk over several days led me to a two day period of intense self-loathing.

Fortunately, I have read (and reread) much of what Bill Harris has written. I was self-loathing and simultaneously looking forward to the breakthrough that this discomfort was leading to.

The evening of the second day where I was aware of this self-loathing, I had a very intense dream about starvation. I, and my friends and neighbors, were hungry – we were bartering for cans of food and rice and dealing with a major food shortage.

I can’t draw a straight line between self-hatred and starvation, but I woke up from this vivid and intense dream feeling completely purged of the negative feelings. That was about ten days ago and they have not returned. I feel much lighter now.

I have been using holosync for the past week, and already have noticed some profound changes. When I started using holosync I made a commitment to fully and completely explore my inner reality and find out what exactly is inside me, in the spirit of total honesty and without judgment or denigration. I have approached it in the spirit of ‘bring it on’, and I’ll be damned if it hasn’t been brought!

Each meditation new subconscious material arises in my brain which I observe and integrate. Actually, ‘I’ am not doing anything… to be more accurate, it is being absorbed and integrated as awareness of it grows. There is more happiness, purpose, and most importantly, an underlying sense of peace/steadiness in my life, only after a week of practice.

My mind is pretty dark, but as I become aware of its darkness/twistedness I feel more compassion and love for everyone around.

Holosync has changed my life. And it looks like it’s changed yours too . Keep up the practice, I know I will.

Prankeapple

http://inner-explorations.blogspot.com