After reading the latest support letter I began to realize that I probably wasn’t ready to move onto Awakening Level 2. I had been on Level 1 for the required amount of time, but it was the recommended minimum period and maybe I just wasn’t ready…
I have had bouts of feeling very uncomfortable. I would describe them loosely as a feeling of fear, anxiety and of despair. Fear of not succeeding in my life, fear of losing what I want to keep hold of. I suppose all the feelings of attachment and self-concern. The first of these episodes was around the beginning of July and I was walking around with a dark cloud over my head for nearly a week. I felt lost, like I was losing myself and I didn’t know what to do about it. However I did have the ware with all to eventually look at this from a distance and decide to observe it and to believe that this was all happening because I am growing out of an old way of being for the better. It culminated in me writing a few songs of some quality I believe, which was a great outcome.
How is it that the old saying The rich get richer, while the poor get poorer is not just a saying, but a stark reality? It is not just something that seems to be real; it is fact and this fact is down to a natural law, evident in nature, not just applicable to humans either.
Would I be here now, living my dream lifestyle if I hadn’t purchased Holosync? Today was the first whole one-hour session of the new level and it was the quickest hour I have ever experienced. Did I fall asleep? Of course it is just possible that I was very deep in meditation and this would explain the complete time warp I experienced.
I have got to the point where my safety mechanism is trying to warn me that I am breaking the rules of who "Rob" is supposed to be and to be honest it’s really very uncomfortable, even though I know in my mind that I am on the right path…
You know the saying right? "Actions speak louder than words", well there is some truth to that, but do all actions really carry that much weight?
This one really knocked me out! Like flicking a light switch the soundtrack put me to sleep in minutes and for the first few days…
I have been using Awakening Prolog for about 5 months and it is quite noticeable how the intensity of its effects have decreased.
The following post is an historic account of the experience of practicing meditation with The Holosync Solution from Centerpointe Institute.
Dear Diary… After about 6 weeks using "Awakening Prologue" I can report on some subtle effects I have noticed. The first 2 or 3 weeks of use I was getting headaches most of the time. [...]
